Gillian’s garden in full bloom to kiss and welcome life.. .. .. and you.. .. ..

met up with e principal for an informal chat yesterday. she shared with us a few learning points for us to take away. i guess some were apt reminders while others were simply encouraging and a little inspiring. she told us to ‘change’ the environment by being positive, through the way we look at work and deal with people. grow up. yes, grow up. in the way we paraphase words with regards to communication with others. choice of words. constructive comments. teachers complain of admin work. she said it is not. they are all conducts of professionalism. i took it with a pinch of salt in a matter of fact. yap… … marking and writing of pupils’ comments are part of a teacher’s job. yet, there are many unseen paper work, which can be a hassle. i would, however, see them in the light of constraints faced by school. we would need many supporting administrators in the general office if teachers are to be freed from the cumbersome tasks. and if it really happens, i bet there will be bottlenecks and some teachers will come up with excuses and complaints again. Whatever it is, colleagues play an important role and i am glad i have plenty of worthy ones right where i am. thank God for them all.

Leaving this school soon. Kinda miss the children, especially when they scream ‘Ms Gillian’ and wave frantically to catch your attention. Uncertain too, as I am stepping into another phase in my life. Instead of teaching, I have to be the one being taught and instructed on assignments.

Went to Ikea yesterday in search of gifts to get for the teachers whom I am leaving. Met my mentee. It was really one in a million chance! I actually wanted to ask if she wants to join me but somehow I decided to go against the idea. Nonetheless, we met! Whao! Drew me back to the fact that God brings certain people into your life for you to bless and to bless you with.

Went all the way to visit my precious in Yishun. It was already late but well, her smile is worth the journey and effort. Her smile melts all exhaustion and makes your heart flutter. Haha. Her chuckles are the most melodious, eyes most enchanting and tears most endearing. That, is my eight months old cousin, Esther. I can still remember how she lovingly touches my face while smiling at me at the same time, as if she has known me for years. Well, I bet she recognises me, her part-time nanny and ‘rocker’ (I ‘rock’ her to sleep mah…).

Have not been updating my blog for donkey years. Been busy. Or should I say I have other things which are prioritised above this. God speaks to me through His word, people whom I know, books I read, music, things I see… … It is especially intriguing when you know that ‘certain’ things are about to happen. And even what you are supposed to do. Met up with a friend. God told me this friend needs a listening ear and encouragement. I gave. God says I am to minister to a girlfriend and I was called to do so. Songs come on as I read my daily bread. Exact words. It is so exciting to know His heart. It is difficult to carry out the tasks He wants you to. Sometimes I feel so weak and weary but He never fails to see me through it all. Today’s song:

Show me Your way, that I may walk with you. Show me Your way, I put my hope in You. The cry of my heart is to love You more, to live with the touch of Your hand, stronger each day, show me Your way.

How great is our God… … (in awe)